lose?lost?

Am I lose ?
Am I lost  ?

Do you think I m fighting with you?
Am i a person who care about win or lose?
Oh My God!!
You keep saying is my wrong...
This kind of thing already happened more than once!!
Gosh!!!
I just don't want to argue with you...
What's wrong with you??
You never ask me and never tell me actually what thing made you angry to me....
If this inccident made you miss understand me ....
Then actually what are we arguing for??
Gosh!!
Please stop this childish and stupid argue!!!
You keeping saying you lose you lose...
What you lose??
I never thought to fight with you from the start!!!
TALKING　NONSENSE!!!
I wouldn't care about a stupid and childish friendship....
We do??
I m not lose...
I will lost...
I will lost a friendship if you did...